LOST!

Lost:
In thought,
In memories,
In regrets,
In pain.

Don't know how:
To forget,
To move forward,
To forgive myself,
To live.

I am:
sorry,
depressed,
frustrated,
hurting.
But mostly lost.

I wish:
things never happened,
I could forget,
I was stronger,
I was able to know.

I keep:
fighting,
struggling,
praying,
hoping.

There is no:
forgiveness,
changing things,
way to explain,
silence of mind.

Haunted by the past.
Saddened by the present.
Not looking forward to the future.
Remaining lost seems inevitable.