Just Remember...

Just remember:
You gave up on me I never gave up on you.
I've had more experience than you will ever know.

Just remember:
I am who I am but I am always growing and changing.
I try to understand, believe and support everyone!
I am "crazy" but at least I recognize it, enjoy it and accept it.
I know more than I shared.
I've experienced more than I've shared.
I am a lot more mature than I may appear at times.
I am a Survivor and always will be!

Just remember:
The truth can be seen in a persons words!
True friends are worth more than can be explained.
Friends come and go but family is permanent.
Always treat others the way you want to be treated!
Life has a way of working itself out - So just hang on.
Honesty is worth more than any "false" support.
Memories are subjective! {Often 2 or more people will remember the same event differently. It does not mean they are "wrong " or "Lying"}

Just remember:

I am here and will always listen.

I always forgive; but rarely forget.

I do care!

Just remember: - I do.
Laugh at yourself when needed.
Cry when needed but remember the tears will eventually stop.
Learn something new every day.
Have faith in Something or Someone.
Love - yourself, your friends, your family, your pets, nature - anything.
Life is way too short to waste on those who won't try to understand or care.
Live every day to the fullest, you never know when it will be your last.
Accept your mistakes and realize they can't be changed. Ditto for others mistakes.


If you need to copy this, print it out and post it where you can read it every day. I am going to:D

Brick By Brick

Brick by brick

The walls go back up

This emotional roller-coaster

Must stop

The little trust

That was found

Has been damaged

And must be put in the ground

Where once was caring

But that must go

Where there was sharing

It must not be so

Now to go back

Behind the wall

To shut out the pain

Once and for all

If ever the decision

To open up again

Comes into the mind

Just remember the pain

Brick by brick

The walls go back up

This time so thick

They may never come down

Depression

Ignored

Discarded

Rejected

Forgotten

Lost

Sinking

Into an

Endless Pit

Loneliness

Hopelessness

Despair

Self Loathing

Hurting

Sleeping

Barely Eating

Endless Pain

This is Depression

My constant companion

Triggers abound

From others around

But mostly from

Within

Little Boys Not Men

He said she cheated

Though there are doubts.

In fact it is probably

The other way round!

For this is a common claim

Of a cheating spouse.

You choose to be with him

Though you suspect the truth.

How desperate are you

to overlook the lies?

Desperate for "love"

or just companionship?

He blames others

for all the flaws.

Addictions, lies, anger, abuse

the list goes on and on.

How easy is it to

fall for this "man"?

Apparently very easy for some.

Those who choose

the honeymoon stage.

But it never lasts

though they refuse to believe.

In the end it always

Over in the same way.

Be prepared to be maligned and lied about.

For it will come

The end of that honeymoon.

Sometimes months, sometimes years

But never forever,

No matter how much you believe!

These "men" are out there

Preying on hopes

Destroying dreams and lives

Is their way to cope

Rather than fixing

The damage within!

Little boys, disguised as "men"

Little boys, damaged within.

Little boys, who choose not to grow.

Little boys, looking for mothers.

Until they decide they need another!

Tiny

Tiny was a person who just wanted to disappear! Tiny would always be a child. Tiny did not even know what they were - sometimes a girl sometimes a boy and sometimes neither. They chose to never grow up or get older because they knew to do so would mean losing the innocence of childhood and require that they interact with other people. Interacting was the last thing Tiny wanted to do!

Tiny never talked, never shared and tried very hard to never listen! For the world was too painful a place for Tiny. Everything about it hurt, somehow. The brightness of the sun, the sound of the rain, the bite of the wind or snow were all too much for Tiny to handle. People confused and scared Tiny! For people rarely noticed Tiny and Tiny tried hard not to notice others. Tiny thought this was the way it was meant to be. Tiny could not, would not change! For changing meant facing the possibility of growing up and that was never going to happen to Tiny if they could stop it.

Tiny usually curled up in a ball and hid from the world but sometimes, Tiny would uncurl from that ball and look around. Usually the pain always drove Tiny back into hiding swiftly. So, Tiny will always remain Tiny and never grow up.

Broken

Broken

Defeated

Resigned

Beaten

Is it giving up

Or is it giving in?

Is it the end

Or a place to begin?

Changing

Growing

Learning

Knowing

Too much noise

From those within

Afraid of losing

Their voices again.

Thinking

Crying

Hurting

Trying

The desire to hide

Overwhelming can be

Sometimes silence

Is the only way to feel free

Lonely

Depressed

Struggling

To rest

Tired of trying

To connect with some

Know through time

It just can't be done.

Sorry

Striving

Guilty

Surviving

Making a choice

To change again

Knowing in time

There will come an end

Resigned

Resigned to fate

Resigned to blackness

Resigned, resigned

There is no way back!

Should I resign

From this life

Should I resign

From internal strife

I no longer care

What happens to me

No point to share

Where I would rather be!

In His arms

There will be peace

In His home

There would be release!

Resigned to live

Through whatever He decides

Resigned to live

Though I'd rather die!