You Don't Exist

You don't exist
It was mostly lies
You don't exist
And I'll tell you why

You never cared
You lied so well
Your lies were all you shared
It took a while to tell

You know too little
About anything real
Most of all
You do not know how to feel

You don't exist
I have discovered
You never existed
It was all a cover

How was a relationship
To evolve
With all the shit
That was involved

I really tried
Though you never believed
Yes, I even cried
Because I was deceived.

I tried to trust
What was never there
Now it's a bust
But I still care.

Where does it go from here
I really do not know
Though I'll always be near
Yourself you will never show.

If you do not like this
That is too bad
You don't exist
The lies were all I had.