I Am

I am me
I am crazy
I am loony
I am insane
I am lost but finding my way slowly to sanity.

I am known by many names, all parts of me.
I am Dorothy
I am Dot
I am Suzy
I am Diane
I am Susan
I am Dawn
I am Dena
I am Dna
I am Nobody
I am The Little One
I am DD
I am DDSJ
I am many more who's names I will not share
I am also many with no name at all
I am so many parts but trying to become a whole person.

I am a mother
I am a grandmother
I am a friend
I am an acquaintance
I am a child inside
I am sometimes a stranger

I am lonely
I am frightened
I am hurt
I am depressed
I am loving
I am kind
I am honest
I am caring
I am a listener
I am a sounding board
I am real
Mostly I am afraid

I am a FB addict
I am an alcoholic
I am a compulsive gambler
I am addicted to blogging
I am addicted to sharing
I am addicted to caring

I have Addictive Personality Disorder
I have Chronic Depression
I have Seasonal Depression
I have Social Phobia
I have Dissociative Disorders
I have memory problems
I have Fibromyalgia
I have arthritis
I have hearing loss
I have poor vision
I had a Hemorrhagic Stroke

I can be spontaneous
I can be happy
I can be busy
I can be forgetful
I can be neglectful
I can be self centered
I can be overly trusting
I can be paranoid
I can be suspicious of others
I can be whole.